Self Confined Soul Shattering

I found a place in the dirt,
Dug myself out of my grave,
Founded hate in my heart's core,
Oh how rigid it's made me,
Build a monolithic worship hole,
As I lay here,
Silent I play,
Silent I will live my life,
But never truly live,
I've so much, yet, so little comes my way,
Just a burnt corpse, frail white skeletal figure,
With his lips sewn shut and his confidence died along with him,

But through his blackened mist, raging fires and constant silent fits,
Someone had taken ahold of this lone creature,
And swallowed it,
In embrace of a pill,
How he felt his will,
Slip from silence and trickle into him,
His fire had died,
From her treacherous lie,
He was dug up for moments so thin,
He felt his air come to the pale light of the skin,
And he fell back down, from her kiss,
All along it was a game and it brought back the pain,
I don't want to feel such shame.

But all of the good things in the heart had died,
So young to live, so young to die,
All of your love, and all of my hate,
Rejection swallowed now it simmers, such is fate,
Bury me back,
Take me away,
I couldn't have you, now I know,
Know that I must be alone,
You must be alone,
I must be alone,
Just please bury his skeleton back under this dirt,
I'm so cold and nothing warm's the skin of this skeletal monster,
Haunt me in my sleep.

All of the good things in his mind had died,
His heart was once again too late, too dried to try,
So bury me in once again, it's where I deserve,
So let me be honest, no more riddles and tricks,
All I wanted was to feel like someone cared,
You showed it,
But shot me shortly later, in my head...